you say life's a game,then you wanna play turn around 360, don't you wanna change got a bullet to my chest but it didn't stain now my heart aches, I don't wanna feel this pain metaphorically,im saying i don't wanna be here caught up in your mind games when there's more out there I've been hurt,been broken right down cause i care so much caring has made love what i fear one day,i pray i wake up with the pain gone seconds of my life has been wasting,thats not fun think this is the start of the journey that has just begone, yeah hope to let bygones be bygones still see your pictures in my head thats how much sentiment i felt thats how far i fell never to see it cos thats what i meant never to see it,thats my intent fighting with anxiety and depression casting a wave over me, an illusion now you're coming back, you've made your impression seeing me make it in life,thats oppression ill show you what it looks like,after this session I've forgiven you, yeah don't mention i find pleasure in feeling your tension and after this,ill show you compassion hope this message reaches you well i can see it in your eyes,i can tell you hate that I've broken out of this cell its not my fault,i think i got myself a new girl and she's pretty cool, she's a real one caught my eyes in a sec, she's next to none got my gun in my hand, other guys run taking no shit, ain't got time for competition running my shit, I'm a man on a mission ain't nobody telling me what to do, caption hope this one lasts cos i ain't joining factions at the same time, running from all distractions now its time for me to give it my all should i take her in or take her to the mall i guess its my call does it really matter when its all about love does it really matter when its all about love its time for me to say my goodbyes hope i see the blessings in disguise not one that would lead to my demise i ain't ready to pay the price still choosing between fire and ice its hard to suffice roll the dice if its double six,thats nice wanna be alone, trying to cut my ties understand this and take my advice left alone, I'll be here till sunrise pushing you to listen to the lyrics not the rhymes every single day, i be spitting facts trying to tell people that I'm done with my past but its all come back like a blast from the past tryna run away but i know i ain't that fast they laughed saying I'm not good enough to be on their class now i gotta push up knowing fully well I'm closer to the future another bitch coming around me, maybe its another torture