I had a lifetime inside a perfect lifeline on side a getaway a nice place to stay and one day it was all so abruptly taken away I was broken down shattered didnt really care anymore nothing in myself mattered but I looked back and I looked down I had to figure out another move get my head out of the clouds you teach yourself when you stand up to yourself I'm my own worst enemy I'm the only one who can get the best of me no more slippin no more falling I'm gonna be so much more than this you'll see I'm ready to go hard go far another shooting star driftin goin out lifted lit light christmas gifted you can say I got it I'm ready never lost it just sat back chilled learned some things felt fucked up yeah had to kill some things to feel right to be okayy even with it all submerged I'll never really be okay never can I drown out the pain all day ever day just caught out in the rain but I keep on pushing I'll never let em have the satisfaction to be the ones to put me in my grave..