lifes feeling like a rollercoaster everyday. just trying too spawn smile. just trying close my thought patterns. and get up and brush my self off it's a brand new day. just smile fuck it. I'm going live up and the voices in my head said dont give up. cant mount too negativity. eating away like a moth. when times get tough. sometimes feels like half the world is bluff. trying get love and find the perfect girl all I ask. I pour out my emotions like a rain shower. I'm just trying grow on like a beautiful flower. the ones in your life that pick you up in life. never fuck that up. never put a complete stranger in front of a person who has always gave you a hand reach out. and this why I'm preaching out. for a better world. my mind sometimes is curled for the world we live in today. relationships go too shit. and all we trying too is click or we all going be alone and al feel sick . loosing connection too the world because you dont got a relationship. its about relationships sometimes it about you you got too stay true and love your self even tho if you dont have wealth. live it as perfect as you can there always a brighter day thr next day. God has us all planned never give up on the power of god.