The illuminati got me crazy, but gave me the strength to get a baby. Now I see the light. Now I see what's right. No more war. A long night have brewed food for thought. As I could have turn the page on horrible violent scenes, and stayed. I stood up and looked in the mirror. What I have become, scared me. A man with scares. A man who stand up, when others lay down. Proud only because I survived. Not a victim, I'm a survivor and warrior. A beautiful mind, now more silent, grounded at bay. My war is over, yet I fight daily. And I will fight for mine.. Having seen what I have seen, heard what I have heard, been where I have been. Still, I choose to see the sunshine. I choose to see the smile. I didn't choose this life. But I wanted to see. All that there was. And now, as I'm ending another chapter. I'm opening a new page, with nothing said. Paper white. Nothings done, yet.. The dreams are the same, and very changed. All the money in the world could not have bought this, not for me.  Never from my point of view. I let my shadows continue. I turn the page and get wild. Into the wilderness. Getting lost in my mind. This year, is not last year. It's one of many, I will learn. I may get blind, I may brake a bone, I might lose my life. Still, I will dream and have noted that to the infinity.. The ancestors I stand on are bigger than me. In time, I'm nothing. In life I'm all that there is. My lonesomeness have thought me only to read between the lines and see what other's can't. And see in them what shines so it can shine brighter. No one is better, no one is more superior, I am king in my life. That's all I know and are.. No more war. I have seen, I have heard, I have felt. Today I chose to feel the light.