My pills can you handle that, my dope can you handle that, my ghost's can you handle that truth be told you can't handle that. I just want a goth Chick who enjoys to live, nothing less than that, I got no time for that. I want some friends that act like family, who have my back, nothing Less than that. Please protect me from my mind. it lies to me and I don't know why. I stay awake like every single night. I don't care if I live or I die. My dosage is always the same,when I wake up I feel the same. There's no one else to point the fingers n blame, until my dying day I'll take it to my grave. I've been feeling like this for a season 6 ft in the dark for a reason.stop your freakin, I've been beaten by my demons, but I didn't weaken Wake up in the morning take my pill anti-suicide, I feel the same not alive I ain't going to lie. I don't try cuz it's hard for me to try, all these people are haters and they tell me lies. I roam these streets for some nicotine, exiled my friends and my family. I'm alone that ain't the way to be, wake me up and i Start drinking heavily.