and for a long while had an upside down smile some would call a frown never new what was getting me down untill thankfully i found the reason too come down back too level ground sick of making this mound of shit bigger glad i dont have a gun nigger sometimes i think id just go on and pull the trigger and everbody be thinking oh go figure, guess yeh i fucked up few times then a few times some more but each time i learned some more learned things unspeakable and raw and then seen them more from my hands much blood too pour way past the point i cant be sober anymore and anyone close too me walks out the door and then the shit kunts want me more untill i put the fear into them and they dont want me near them anymore oi ya pussies there's the fucking door don't come back safety cant be assured anymore sorry this shits too raw may make your brain soore