lord I'm devastated .idont know if imma make it through the day. cuz I am feelin so betrayed. why is it always just a game and I'm the one who's getting played. got me goin insane now my minds a hurricane. cuz I seem to blow it every day. every way. every place. cant seem to keep the pace. I'm out of place. it doesn't seem to change. and yes I am feeling rage. didnt think I would ever hate. what can I say there's only so much of dis bullshit I can take. so many fakes dont know if I can ever get past all this pain. look at anyone the same way. sos oh no I'm goin down may day. more than likely they would rather watch me drown and suffocate. I sware that every moment I'm starting to feel the same way.