im still lost in my ways praying for the better days better days that never came these streets are part of me from when I was lonely under rain I was under water with none to vent or hug I needed love when all I received was talk from being judged I am human too if you needed me I wouldn't hesitate to assist you through this world became divided this new generation has become misguided I need my soul n mind reunited I fight my conscious through nights with tucked away thoughts I smoke my weed to fade away shit I berly had fought I just wana be left alone remainin higher than a astronaut im a man of my word keep your distance and move in silence is what I prefer I be out of mind when I need her I break you down roll you up watchin you burn im too selfish not given no turn they say pray for the best expectin the worse you notice time flys when you realize ain't no goin in reverse