Remastered.. missing my homie BZ! #hearmeTM #TMALLSTARS3 BZ Father can u hear me praying everyday? I hope you gonna come and take this pain away Never give me more than I cant take I guess you need a soldier with a heart of a .... that the devil couldn’t break But really I’m just tryin cope thru my day to day I swear I stay in the frontline if u take the pain away Remember when I almost died and I came back? And my mother was there and yeah she came back Now til this day it’s always been a question Never got an answer, I just labeled it a blessing Birth father dead now my second got me stressing Stage 4 cancer and they say it’s aggressive 6 months to live all this money can’t save him Down to my knees, I just hope u hear me praying Since I lost my kids I been living thru depression Now lord tell me what’s the purpose of this lesson NAYME Last time I prayed for my homie, my homie died It got me thinking like god up there in the sky Laughing at me while another mother crying, anotha homie dying What’s the purpose of this life if my mama don’t smile? I sent prayers up but where’s the blessing down? anotha day, anotha black gown anotha queen lost her crown, anotha life took too soon for chasin thou anotha loss in this ungrateful town i swear in my tears ive drowned karma like a bullet and it goes around anotha homie dead on the ground so im askin thee dear lord right now whats the purpose of this life if u cant help me now? you left alone a seed, how can i grown rn? any time i go out, i hear crows and if u really up there, please help a child #freebz #hearmeTM BZ Father can u hear me praying everyday? I hope you gonna come and take this pain away Never give me more than I cant take I guess you need a soldier with a heart of a .... that the devil couldn’t break But really I’m just tryin cope thru my day to day I swear I stay in the frontline if u take the pain away Remember when I almost died and I came back? And my mother was there and yeah she came back Now til this day it’s always been a question Never got an answer, I just labeled it a blessing Birth father dead now my second got me stressing Stage 4 cancer and they say it’s aggressive 6 months to live all this money can’t save him Down to my knees, I just hope u hear me praying Since I lost my kids I been living thru depression Now lord tell me what’s the purpose of this lesson NAYME Last time I prayed for my homie, my homie died It got me thinking like god up there in the sky Laughing at me while another mother crying, anotha homie dying What’s the purpose of this life if my mama don’t smile? I sent prayers up but where’s the blessing down? anotha day, anotha black gown anotha queen lost her crown, anotha life took too soon for chasin thou anotha loss in this ungrateful town i swear in my tears ive drowned karma like a bullet and it goes around anotha homie dead on the ground so im askin thee dear lord right now whats the purpose of this life if u cant help me now? you left alone a seed, how can i grown rn? any time i go out, i hear crows and if u really up there, please help a child #freebz