a song about alcoholism for a close friend that I wrote it for... stealing some... you killed yourself just to pick it up... drinking some... you were stuck beneath golden sea storms... said... can anyone... help me I'm drowning still in the background... of my... curtains... still fighting out of the bottom of this bottle... I feel warm... maybe it's the labeled demon of fire callin you... give it your all... stuck in between a cross in the roads not knowing... where to go... pouring more cinnamon rain on your body burning... give it more... can you feel the heartbreak blazing on a blackened ocean shore... somewhere... far from everyone... where theres no no more sun and if it keeps going this way we wont ever see each other anymore.... jesus knows... you covered scars in your soul.... drank away all the hurt... walked for miles back and forth... on the golden plains God will show... a road where theres none... ill be lifted by Gods grace... from the golden plains... headlights... flying by going a buck 50 on the highway full speed... that's right... trying to Express what i kept inside of me... sweating things.... like not having just one more little drink or sip... if it feels right.... it must mean it can better my depression and anxiety... and inside... I cry fountians deep where no one will ever see.... stage fright... is my personality just one big abnormality... I beat my... knuckles against the wall until they bleed... jesus knows... you covered scars in your soul.... drank away all the hurt... on the golden waves God will show... a road where theres none... ill be lifted by Gods grace... from the golden waves... stealing some... you killed yourself just to pick it up... drinking some... you were stuck beneath golden sea storms... said... can anyone... help me I'm drowning still in the background... of my... curtains... still fighting out of the bottom of this bottle... I feel warm... maybe it's the labeled demon of fire callin you... give it your all... stuck in between a cross in the roads not knowing... where to go... pouring more cinnamon rain on your body burning... give it more... can you feel the heartbreak blazing on a blackened ocean shore... somewhere... far from everyone... where theres no no more sun and if it keeps going this way we wont ever see each other anymore.... jesus knows... you covered scars in your soul.... drank away all the hurt... walked for miles back and forth... on the golden plains God will show... a road where theres none... ill be lifted by Gods grace... from the golden plains... headlights... flying by going a buck 50 on the highway full speed... that's right... trying to Express what i kept inside of me... sweating things.... like not having just one more little drink or sip... if it feels right.... it must mean it can better my depression and anxiety... and inside... I cry fountians deep where no one will ever see.... stage fright... is my personality just one big abnormality... I beat my... knuckles against the wall until they bleed... jesus knows... you covered scars in your soul.... drank away all the hurt... on the golden waves God will show... a road where theres none... ill be lifted by Gods grace... from the golden waves... stealing some... you killed yourself just to pick it up... drinking some... you were stuck beneath golden sea storms... said... can anyone... help me I'm drowning still in the background... of my... curtains... still fighting out of the bottom of this bottle... I feel warm... maybe it's the labeled demon of fire callin you... give it your all... stuck in between a cross in the roads not knowing... where to go... pouring more cinnamon rain on your body burning... give it more... can you feel the heartbreak blazing on a blackened ocean shore... somewhere... far from everyone... where theres no no more sun and if it keeps going this way we wont ever see each other anymore.... jesus knows... you covered scars in your soul.... drank away all the hurt... walked for miles back and forth... on the golden plains God will show... a road where theres none... ill be lifted by Gods grace... from the golden plains... headlights... flying by going a buck 50 on the highway full speed... that's right... trying to Express what i kept inside of me... sweating things.... like not having just one more little drink or sip... if it feels right.... it must mean it can better my depression and anxiety... and inside... I cry fountians deep where no one will ever see.... stage fright... is my personality just one big abnormality... I beat my... knuckles against the wall until they bleed... jesus knows... you covered scars in your soul.... drank away all the hurt... on the golden waves God will show... a road where theres none... ill be lifted by Gods grace... from the golden waves... #bmbest #bmgrind #features #hot #rap #hiphop #2021 #fire