Yeah I wake up every single day, I look outside, in my bed I wanna lay,  This life is a game, that i dont wanna play,  You could have it your way,  I could never relay,  All these thought in my brain,  Make me, wanna go insane I look back, and I'm the only to blame,  I walked thru the flame,  And im still burning,  The page is full, but it's not even turning,  So I dump the whole book in the furnace,  This is my show, lemme close the curtains,  Take a look thru my lense, it's never picture perfect,  I ask myself, is this life really worth it,  Why do i, feel so worthless?  What is my, mufukin purpose?  Did I ever, really deserve this?  You don't know,  what desert is. That shit ain't even sweet,  they leave you all alone, while you're down on ur feet,  I been down so much, i accept the defeat,  Always had some faith, but it's starting to depleat,  Im just looking for some love, man it's all I need,  Man I'm down on my knees,  Yelling out my lungs, "will this shit end please",  I tried to iron my crease,  But i Ended up just burned,  I really had a plan, but its not how it turned,  On this path alot of shit i have learned, Trust is not given, but its really fuckin earned, You fucked up a few times, so i'm really concerned,  I hade my doubts, now theyre really confirmed, Time to move on, man this shit is really absurd,  I refuse to be another sheep in this herd,  Yeah i'm the wolf you don't wanna disturb, I refuse to be kicked to the curb, Yeah its my time to rise from the dirt, I'm feelin immune from all of the past hurt, I can never be broken, all the hate i convert Into this energy of mine that i aim to exert...