you know I didnt mean to do it but i did its done living with the consequences surely wont be fun nowhere to be found its like your heart went on the run when it comes to blame theres no doubt im the only one i wish that i could go back and change all the things I did but I cant so fuck it guess i gotta live like this darkness and depression theyve become my bestest friends and i know that sounds depressing but that's what it really is every day i wake up stressin figurin how to pay these bills i know my lifes a blessin but lately not how it feels