MY MOOD NOW

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23 Apr 2021

#BIG3LOW702 #CUTYOFACE #THUG #MOOD #CONTEST i just got another gun gotta keep the streets safe for my daughter and my son behind the scenes because here lately , i think they hate me , which is bullshit , and makes me wanna act irately i was lovin the family life even though i had a permiscuous wife who cheated on me on a regular basis i was with my kids , now i miss there faces . now shes my ex she got bored and moved on to the next while we were still together she would she would go to work and have sex and she said he was⁴ just a friend damn how fuckin pathetic could i have been he would come over to our house to hang out and i had a feeling the were sleeping to together but she tolde i was trippin , plus i knew she could do better fuckin sneaky ass left her purse in the garage and there was this letter . we were married but according to what i read three months before somehow they were together wait ... it gets even better . turns out she already planned to rent an apartment and i wasnt invited she took the heart out my chest and stomped it i was devestated over 15 years of my life gone . it would be an understatement to say i lost it . i was gamblin and losin too fucked in the head to stop it and im man enough to swallow my pride that left me hollow inside all by myself in an empty apartment damn right i cried my kids werent there , it really didnt matter if i lived or died . i wish my kids new how i felt inside . instead they were fed half truths , and i hate to say she lied . but thats what happened , simple and plain . and when i think about it it drives me insane smily face , frowny face , nothing explains the way im feeling im not on a normal place now you wanna know my mood nilla with an attitude , im not the same ole dude , that you knew back when . its like i have an evil demon tryin to break through the skin . that wants revenge for what she did . she played my kids , by painting this picture like she was so innocent . like she only wanted the best . knowin damn well shes the one that started this mess . my mood was betrayed , depressed , anger , and stress . up against a master of manipulation that made a hard situation . work in her favor , and that makes me hater . i cant wait til karma gets her later . then hopefully she realizes how wrong she was to do the shit . and my kids will be able to remember back and see through the bullshit . im not sayin i was innocent in the situation . but she she should of told the kids the truth and let me in on the conversation . i would never let my kids hate her . or talk shit about her tryin to downgradeher . Now my kids look at me tottally wrong . butvill never give up on them im way to strong . and no matter what theyll always be my boy and girl . sorry but there aint no emoji for the worst felling in the world . ,

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@mike.bigelow slyce yo face

#BIG3LOW702 #CUTYOFACE #THUG #MOOD #CONTEST i just got another gun gotta keep the streets safe for my daughter and my son behind the scenes because here lately , i think they hate me , which is bullshit , and makes me wanna act irately i was lovin the family life even though i had a permiscuous wife who cheated on me on a regular basis i was with my kids , now i miss there faces . now shes my ex she got bored and moved on to the next while we were still together she would she would go to work and have sex and she said he was⁴ just a friend damn how fuckin pathetic could i have been he would come over to our house to hang out and i had a feeling the were sleeping to together but she tolde i was trippin , plus i knew she could do better fuckin sneaky ass left her purse in the garage and there was this letter . we were married but according to what i read three months before somehow they were together wait ... it gets even better . turns out she already planned to rent an apartment and i wasnt invited she took the heart out my chest and stomped it i was devestated over 15 years of my life gone . it would be an understatement to say i lost it . i was gamblin and losin too fucked in the head to stop it and im man enough to swallow my pride that left me hollow inside all by myself in an empty apartment damn right i cried my kids werent there , it really didnt matter if i lived or died . i wish my kids new how i felt inside . instead they were fed half truths , and i hate to say she lied . but thats what happened , simple and plain . and when i think about it it drives me insane smily face , frowny face , nothing explains the way im feeling im not on a normal place now you wanna know my mood nilla with an attitude , im not the same ole dude , that you knew back when . its like i have an evil demon tryin to break through the skin . that wants revenge for what she did . she played my kids , by painting this picture like she was so innocent . like she only wanted the best . knowin damn well shes the one that started this mess . my mood was betrayed , depressed , anger , and stress . up against a master of manipulation that made a hard situation . work in her favor , and that makes me hater . i cant wait til karma gets her later . then hopefully she realizes how wrong she was to do the shit . and my kids will be able to remember back and see through the bullshit . im not sayin i was innocent in the situation . but she she should of told the kids the truth and let me in on the conversation . i would never let my kids hate her . or talk shit about her tryin to downgradeher . Now my kids look at me tottally wrong . butvill never give up on them im way to strong . and no matter what theyll always be my boy and girl . sorry but there aint no emoji for the worst felling in the world . ,

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