Lately I’ve been feeling lost all I wanna do is just stay in my thought I don’t wanna see and I don’t wanna hear I just wish I was dead cause I don’t wanna be here my life is so miserable all I do is help but the second I sad inside there no one that’s there I wish I had someone that understand but there’s no one man even my Own family don’t understand they think they know the pain they think they know that anger but I’m just 15 “im not that hard to handle” it hurts so bad when they don’t understand I wish I could just and release all the pain. People at school just say I’m fake yell in my face and just think. I get made fun of almost everyday they say go kill ur self and just go away I try to get along with people but they just push me away they say they won’t go so what am I gonna say I stick with my self and try to no go insane but it’s just so fucking hard I want to go away