man I can't stress the concept of a 9 to 5 check I can't seem to get what it means do you understand me do you understand me I was left out here with nobody it sometimes I feel like nobody loves me but I'm not going to ask for a handout i will never stand down i chose crime in these streets i pack heat why did I have to drop out why did I have to get high why did I have to chase hoes I went the wrong way now I got a hard life stick ups swurving and servin Os and when I got to lay low I hit stores man for this bread I poke holes and I'm so close to the edge sometimes I don't know I feel like death is close I feel like death is saying my name I feel like I'm insane I feel like I need to see a doctor because my vision is on grip and I hold it tight like a lobster don't tempt me or full metal jackets Will Rock you no such thing as being proper when it comes to this chopper another improper slaughter feed him to the saltwater I don't know why I'm so dark inside I guess it's cuz I didn't have a dad and my life was rough I came up at age 9 I got robbed I was so shell shock until it was routine then I got down on the block putting in work to be the very first to be the one that you fear I want to be the one that makes you look to the rear what I have is rare I'm a man all alone in the night all in the zone well I survive or will I die we know one things for certain I would never bow down to no b**** I would never give in to no dude I would never sell my soul sometimes I might lose control but it's the road that I chose to get hittin shots make em fold on that note where do i go hoes play like keystroke never mind that my word you can take that to the bank it's just as good as it's safe with everything you love locked away in your heart that seemed to fade away