All he ever does is instigate Creates unnecessary drama getting in ya face Walking on your sanity until it breaks Until you start to apologise for all of his mistakes I know that resonates I know if he wants you back you wouldn't hesitate Cause he conditioned you to listen Conditioned you to make you think That it's okay to live inside his prison Stripping you of everything that made you who you are You already know that he's taken it too far Breaking you apart leaving pieces in the car Fighting with his words till he deepens every scar I see it in your eyes & I can read it in the stars you're worth a lot more than you think but it starts With Getting comfortable in ya skin Girl you don't need that bullshit again because You deserve so much better Really hoping that you know that You deserve so much better than this Yeah Baby don't you ever go back You deserve so much better You lost yourself during the process of all of this Because he always made you feel you were anonymous Overlooking all your needs like they dont exist Turning your entire world into an apocalypse At this point you don't even have the patience For dealing with this man & his hurtful accusations That he's making everyday for no reason Now he's crying begging you to stay but you're leavin I think it's time that you start to believe in Everything you are because we all got a reason Even though sometimes we may fall like the season Always stay strong cause on God you don't need him Just breathe in and always try to love yourself Find out who you are & then become yourself Stay focused on your goals and do all the work & Don't let anybody take away you self worth Cause The person that you wanna be is on the verge You just gotta look within your heart & then start to search And where focus goes energy flows So anything you focus on essentially grows When you focus on your future & potential it shows So all those negative thoughts starts letting them go & When you're getting close to the brink Remember you're worth more than you think And that You deserve so much better Really hoping that you know that You deserve so much better than this Yeah Baby don't you ever go back You deserve so much better I was full of love, But now in pain, I want to feel numb, but my mind drives me insane, I don't want to live life this way, I cut my negative veins through my blade, And I will die with my faith, Because god is love and full of grace, I will die real in my grave, Then let my name fade, Then let my feelings and thoughts fight trial to debate, Where I will bury all my hate, And wish to live the life which I will embrace, You waste your life showing that you are great, But I don't want to be in that place, I want to be true to god and bring smile wen face to face, Not to please anyone but to give love in times meet bad phase , I know I am not who I was and I am not the same, I dealt with a guy who made me carry all that blame and shame Constant guilt of being the reason of all this corruption Being center for every false assumption I cry to myself more than begging for a hand to lend Never fails misery loves company and thats a bad position to stop a life in