No one truely knows, only family an the homies wit me understand what life was like story time lets go Dark side took hold, took everything that i ever known, now its street life, couch to couch, shelter to shelter, my mind never weltered, metal to your head, taking your bread like i need to be dead, on the block with them Dboys, one of the select few white boys, cicero ave an pulaski, city that never sleeps, get at me, up all night, sleep when im dead, always looking to hit the next foe in da head, leave you bleeding just for a bag of dope, no wonder the old me lost all hope, all i ever feared was my child sharing these same tears, y oh y the fuck am i still hear, lord watch over my daughter, dont let her be her father, all because the street grip got ahold him 13yrs, please please dry these tears OD wake up to emt reviving me, heroin brought u to your knees, now its fucking time to see cause im on the run, run thats all i do is run, fuck it time to do this time an flex my mind, stateville give you plenty of time, when the lord finally answered me when he said, please see, i saved you for me, i saved you so you can be free, be the fucking father u were meant to be, save anther life in need, help diligently an go forth with my strength God said, clear as the day i walked out of those prison gates, the path ahead aint gonna be easy, i still have some of them old ways tryin to be sneaky, found this other side, the 9 to 5, worked my ass off just to be alive, past 5yrs havent been easy, bitch complaining, step kids not respecting me yet, cant believe im still going on. they dont understand who i used to be, the dead beat dope father a daughter never needed, now im 4yrs working, manual labor straight up, step father to Aubree an Georgie, finally getting to see my own blood, Alivia Jean Capozziello say your name proudly, cause the strength i have now you have 10fold, cause your mind isnt like your fathers undoubtedly mental, just kno, Daddy never ever stopped loving or thinking bout u, u were my strength thru the pain, till that day at the park, i knew shit was gonna change, i see you playing an i drop to my knees "Alivia jean" as u see me tears in our eyes we embrace, i knew i cannot lose this race, so lets face facts, life aint easy, but compaired to who i was shits breezy fight fight fight just a new way of livin, stoney, fuck with my family now an youll see the old me, tweek daddy