I put a million miles, on the Benz just for you. drive all night, then I'm up all day, that's just a tenth, of the shit that I go thru. ya I let the fast lane, ruin my world, build a family, then abandon the girl. tell myself this is all for them. say I'm a good dude, not sure I am. how did we get here? what have I done? I called it us, while pleasing only 1. getting too old, for this gangster shit. years you don't get back, trying to stay legit. rules are gone, different game is played, they just threaten some time, he pulls a snitch blade. that's not rare, this how the story goes, the ones they send, is who you loved the most. the ones you trusted, and allowed in close.