Hellen Keller NASCAR ... Cancer of the lungs I feel melting my bones But who needs to breathe when you’re this alone No ones home Fire in my eyes and burnt flesh is all that will be left at my death My last breath My last moan Wasted time To a wasted mind To a wasted life And a wasted soul Took its toll Nothing good to show Nothing happy to know No heaven to go Hell is my home If there’s anything left for the devil to claim Can he relate? I was forgotten Not Unsaved Ugly and Un-shaved Too disgusting to show face You wouldn’t know me if you saw me To hide away would be in good taste The only way to tell Is how uneasy and sleazy I make you feel while you’re staring So God stopped caring Evil energy releases from my me At NASCAR speeds Too fast for the eye to see Only the blind can perceive it That heightened sense of awareness you feel in your dreams I will scare you out of sleep And pretend to be deaf when you scream Because your voice never had meaning Everything this world was offering was all for me and I believed that the world agreed I forgot there was family Humanity And sanity Along with the attention they need It slowed me down And I loved to speed Fast and stealthy I was once healthy Nothing eating my lungs Chest rising and falling Breathing Heart beating I could hear, see, and speak But I was also somebody Hellen Keller would be thankful to not be Since the road to love cannot be seen My eyes were deceived Taking bad turns and wrong routes When the journey was straight and easy Forgetting, I drove so selfishly So cocky No sense of humility I was in a race and had to beat everbody Never doubting I was in the lead But when I looked behind me There was no one there Just smoke in the air No one watching No one cheering There was no one racing No one to beat Behind the smoke it was bare A mind full of fear From coughing up blood and tears Just a race to death, unrest, distress To my last breath And after that Flames and pain with no end No wishes to get well Horror stories and no one to tell Just a lonely speed-racer Dying of cancer and speeding to hell