journey to a dark abyss make me feel like a piece of shit nightmares go on grab your crucifix make a wish grab your gun end it quick voices hear them more clearly no one seems to come around lately feeling dizzy got me shook got me froze am I going crazy seems to me I'm fine feeling like rockstar engergised everyone treat me like a freakshow but let me be I'm trying to find happiness but it's a mystery look in the mirror and I dont like what I see feeling low Mary Jane come and rescue me it's a disaster titanic lost at sea feeling like mortal kombat finish me I just need someone who understands me what I'm going through daily struggles what I do yaaa self esteem low problems high wonder why I feel like this inside but entell then smoke it up for the one time sit back let me tell you why life truly sucks and that's no lie wonder why my momma thinks I'm a waste of time ya still breathing air wonder when I'm going to die yaaa