I'm so hurt up inside they say it takes time to heal. But if this the price of time then I would rather steal. Stuff I'm thinking bout no it cant be real. The only escape is when i start the car and the tires squeal. So scared at times could say i was terrified. dont know what to do to stop the hurt inside. I've tried everything ya I've even cried. People ask if I'm fine and I gotta lie. I say I'm ok but I just wanna get high. Dont tell me bout no science I ain't bill nye. Fuck school fuck life there ain't no point no more. School not gonna teach me bout life, they just want a perfect score. All I need is some music and a engine roar. depression and anxiety come back just like a whore. feel my happiness melting away just like a smore. My feeling are in Vietnam cause they are all at war. (Ya there all at war) Just want the them to make piece and leave me be. I'm so desperate even cut myself just to see. Know drugs wont stop it all theyll just distract me. Mental illness got a lock around my head, I need to find the key (gotta find the key) I'm not suicidal cant do that now Feelings come back just like a unibrow Battling all this depression with no end in sight No god to tell me whats wrong and whats right. But when I figure it out imma be at a new hight. Ya imma be as high as a mothafuckin kite Its gonna get better dont ask me how I know. I will never commit suicide or suck toes. Imma get through it better believe that. Not gonna end it all with a ghat. I'm gonna know when it's all said and done Cause its gonna be Me 1 mentally illness none.