An incurable illness Just scratch ink to paper Like an incurable itch So fast I’d burn up hair And tear layers of skin It’s the only thing I’m good at A pen is the only thing I’m good with You already put me in a school I couldn’t stand to be in With force Like a penis You forced me in Bunch of pitiful pedofiles asking about him “What’s wrong with him?” “Why doesn’t anyone here want to deal with him?” If he doesn’t show up for class then it’s the evil in him But if they’re not present for him It’s not their fault It’s still a sin from him The demons in him Pinned as some villain all of the synonyms How does that make any fucking sense to him He needs to give penance A self infliction Of some real punishment On himself For his grasp for education So many sins he needs to repent But he keeps to himself I try to understand it But it makes no sense So I’m the menace I’m the one that should plead guilty Bleed And be sentenced Smile Neil Get rid of the grin Why even help him Fuck him It’s not like he’s a dumb fucking kid If I’m so smart and shit How is it my fault That I can’t sit Down in my chair when you teach your shit Teach your way How the fuck did you get this job anyway How the fuck do you get paid Do you care more about the humans you teach Or the money you make Do you ever wonder why I act this way Do you think this is some game I enjoy to play Like not learning a goddamn thing is fun to me You can’t even grab my attention For a fucking second Let alone a whole lesson The lack of your knowledge doesn’t need to be mentioned Teach me some bullshit And watch me ignore it Then give me detention Cause I can’t remember which wrong facts that need my retention That need be rementioned To you on your tests and You think there’s no tension From these rotten history sessions When I learn more from The television When I skip school Like it’s a fucking vacation This school was not my decision I already told you I rather have dropped out Than attended And pretended It’s where I wanted to extend My brain waves Pave my own way To where I really want to be And not just end up depressed obsessed repressed by money No reason to be funny No hive, no honey A jive fucking turkey liability