#projectlife #institutionalized #musiclover #ptsd #antiphsycotics #physcotropic #legalyay #results sitting back blowing on a box of swisher saying to my self how in the world did I get here. how can I beginning to pick up the pieces from standing right here consequences i have no more fight left in me suicidal thoughts don't seem to leave me be I'm awkward socially no not my style I've been stuck here for awhile let's just say its been a very trail. wi]th jury no witnesses or victims lists no judge to make you disappear a long while Destination to destruction elevation to another higher nation to a place with no pain no frustration meaningless working for lifes occupation just to be part of