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•04 Apr 2021
life for the first struggle get in and tighten up the seat buckle my life is always been driving fast with a white knuckle I never had anything sugar coated just the words of the Bible quoted this is always going to be the realest thing ever noted to the real story I'm always going to be devoted I never got weak I just got overloaded I hold so much inside you can never stop to devote it the hateful things said about me I swear to God the devil wrote it but that's okay I keep reason for the sky and my haters keep getting demoted so I just smile because God said turn the other cheek God's whispering you can't quit now you ain't even reached your peak so even now when the future seems so bleak when even my greatest fan looked at me like I was a freak I felt the light shine on me from somewhere up above but I didn't know what it was like to feel good because I was never shown what it was to love giving up is a foreign conception it births worry with no expectation I'm always feeling like it's going to be my impending doom with all this depression it's hard being sober but my daughter deserves better and that's my motor so as a fire is doing right I swear to God she's my best promoter but without Jesus Christ I'm just a boat with no rotor unfortunately he's the man that I swear to God I let down the most sometimes I'm so procrastinary all I want to do is coast but even at my slowest I swear to God people think I'm doing the most because unfortunately I'm still powered by the holy ghost I swear that I've been attacked by the enemy most of my mental disorders aren't even diagnosed I don't care if I get a dollar out this it's not about what was grossed but trying to bring you into the pain I feel it's hard to be a cordial host my pain is deep it's like a sprawling black hole that's why I was surprised believing in God cuz he said he could save my soul he said look at me son I'll help you fulfill your goals but that's because he knows that I pray his will and be done not mine I wish I could fit his name in every single line because when you go through my struggle as I do it's hard to define how thankful I am for the divine cuz I've been attacked by the devil so much I swear I'm a pentagram in his design but God took out the extra lines and made me a cross and that's what I feel like he's trying to define
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life for the first struggle get in and tighten up the seat buckle my life is always been driving fast with a white knuckle I never had anything sugar coated just the words of the Bible quoted this is always going to be the realest thing ever noted to the real story I'm always going to be devoted I never got weak I just got overloaded I hold so much inside you can never stop to devote it the hateful things said about me I swear to God the devil wrote it but that's okay I keep reason for the sky and my haters keep getting demoted so I just smile because God said turn the other cheek God's whispering you can't quit now you ain't even reached your peak so even now when the future seems so bleak when even my greatest fan looked at me like I was a freak I felt the light shine on me from somewhere up above but I didn't know what it was like to feel good because I was never shown what it was to love giving up is a foreign conception it births worry with no expectation I'm always feeling like it's going to be my impending doom with all this depression it's hard being sober but my daughter deserves better and that's my motor so as a fire is doing right I swear to God she's my best promoter but without Jesus Christ I'm just a boat with no rotor unfortunately he's the man that I swear to God I let down the most sometimes I'm so procrastinary all I want to do is coast but even at my slowest I swear to God people think I'm doing the most because unfortunately I'm still powered by the holy ghost I swear that I've been attacked by the enemy most of my mental disorders aren't even diagnosed I don't care if I get a dollar out this it's not about what was grossed but trying to bring you into the pain I feel it's hard to be a cordial host my pain is deep it's like a sprawling black hole that's why I was surprised believing in God cuz he said he could save my soul he said look at me son I'll help you fulfill your goals but that's because he knows that I pray his will and be done not mine I wish I could fit his name in every single line because when you go through my struggle as I do it's hard to define how thankful I am for the divine cuz I've been attacked by the devil so much I swear I'm a pentagram in his design but God took out the extra lines and made me a cross and that's what I feel like he's trying to define
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