Please dont get it twisted This aint me Tonight im feeling conflicted Tired of tryin to survive In a world i just dont fit in Tired of asking for attention Handing out too much forgiveness Lately my sadness has started feeling like a sickness Im feeling like a witness When does it start to feel like living They tell me youre so strong But i know im about to cave in I used to believe in god Now theres nothing left to put my faith in Sometimes its hard to face it Society is way too complacent So heres your karma Heres your payment Think about smashing ya face into the fuckin pavement But this is supposed to be a song about me aint it This is supposed to be a song about me aint it I had like 10 dreams but i couldn’t fulfill one And now it feels like my brain has been overrun, I feel overcome By the madness, its wreaking havoc, its like sadness, on acid, with a plot twist Sometimes i feel like an outsider who is looking in I guess thats just the world that we living in Tired of trying to survive In a world i just dont fit in Tired of asking for attention Handing out too much forgiveness Lately my sadness Has started feeling like a sickness And i remember the last time and i sure as fuck didnt miss this And im not suicidal But i found comfort in my pain Everyones got demons Mine are spilling out the seems And i could paint a pretty picture Lifes not always what it seems Its always the closest ones who out here switchen teams Ive seen both sides of life cause i used to be a feign Now i keep to myself and i only smoke my green And i only smoke my greenb So tell me whats it mean Whats it mean to be alive When youre craving to die Whats it mean to be a winner if you cant set your failures aside They tell me take control This is your life and you can shape it But why would i shape a life That i dont feel is worth saving That I don’t feel is worth saving? No, no. Tired of trying to survive In a world i just dont fit in Tired of asking for attention Handing out too much forgiveness Lately my sadness Has started feeling like a sickness And i remember the last time and i sure as fuck didnt miss this Tired of trying to survive In a world i just dont fit in Tired of asking for attention Handing out too much forgiveness Lately my sadness Has started feeling like a sickness And i remember the last time and i sure as fuck didnt miss this, no. Repeat Said I sure as fuck didn’t miss this