I don't know how to live with myself or with out doubt in this trust less relationship it seems , an so much pain its insane how much blame is aimed at me yet in the house really about to fall down not strong enough to hold on lost with out feelings really what is happy laughing at me let's dream I'm needing strength asleep its the only time I see you smiling at peace that fake one makes me think what happend so tragic love turned to actin and my name blasted makin me beleave its me the lies why I can't just let it be please ill leave letting the memory sink i don't know how deep just know down hear I can't breath and its hard to see how something you did turned into you gotta leave when im out trying to make money something outa nothing and your destroying everything ill just let what you do u to prove with out messaging where this leads since before the calls would just ring or rejected so no text to read paked my bags so fast didn't even get time to get back before clothes at the door know what that means she is ready so im letting go no more time to go and show when there's no longer hope