I don't think I can keep this secret any longer, I gotta tell you how I feel before I go bonkers, But if you have noticed I guess it's not a secret any longer, When we first met, I already had an interest in your friend, But deep down I was wishing I had met you first, You are the reason I lost interest in pursuing her, Writing her romantic morning messages but wishing I was writing to ya, Trying to convince myself that you are not that beautiful, then you went and looked more beautiful, looking for faults where they ain't non, hoping that will help me forget about you, hated you because I loved you so freaking bad and I couldn't have you. I remember when I first met you, first year, first semester at NWU, wearing all white, looking like a virgin, two weeks later, you then told me you was a virgin, maybe I should have made an introduction, just kidding, Got pissed three years later when you made that confession, before the entire congregation, that you gave it to some nigga, my friend said "if you had not paiza, you could have been you nigga."