a song from the perspective of youth and loneliness with a twist of reality. lyrics by J Koerner #firemurda #firesyndicate #idontusehashtagsoften Mama always said count your blessings . Mama Always said never taken nothing for granted Little Jen  never understands it  Mama said never put your blinders on  Cause this life is quick and it's  sick and in a split second jen You could be gone  X2 Little girl Jen was budding quickly  as a teen Cosmo magazine aspirations at her sweet sixteen Never was the popular one in school But It's cool Jens got big dreams  Family singing congratulations   She   made the captain of her team Women would laugh at her demeanor. Men would treat her even meaner Would joke at the prospect  of even dating such a  goblin of a  creature She would suffer  anxiety attacks  And then she  hide under the bleachers Leave her classes early surly  Gaining a scolding from all the teachers And when loniless strikes you  Your guess is as good as mine She would wait till her family was in bed slowly bidding her time Then she would attack her computer rooting for anything she could find Untill At 230 in the morning she met this guy john online Chorus Vs 2 John guy said he was  seventeen  lived in the evergreens  And remarked how Jen the  was most gorgeous women he'd ever seen They talked about music and features they could watch upon the screen. He made jokes that made jen laugh till she was bursting at the seams She was transfixed  His antics were grand since she met met em And they started conversing about sex and she sent texts nervous as ever . God danm was he clever she would love to meet by any end  Till john told him he'd be in her area soon with a friend. She made plans to see him Secretly albiet Maybe early in the morning or when the families was out at meetings  He asked for recent pictures of her so he would recognize her when he seen her She obliged enjoyed the ride Jen just could not  believe it She slowly dimmed her lights tomorrow night would be the night A success in her life with a man that would finally treat her right She felt on top with no stress. She found her favorite black dress And copied down on a sheet of paper john ever greens address Vs 3 This is my night she thought he'll kiss me Well dance under  stars and briskley Gathered up her list of things to bring to John as she made her way to the city 3 am noone will miss me I'll cover my tracks and clear my history Delete my conversations so that this night will be a mystery She knew the direction she was heading  The cities industrial section She wandered what his voice would sound like  And she imagined it was like heaven She found the Building he said he rents and carefully sneaked over the fence. She didn't under stand the man cause this building looked abandoned yet Ever quickly she advanced  To the door right by the lamp That showed no signs of illumination  And she knocked with  an open hand  The door screeched with a howling cadence  the room was darker then her basement The light flicked on the door was slammed behind and horror grew with haste  There were kids that were locked in cages  a look of death upon there faces Jen had never seen a teen her age look so emaciated Her stomach now was turning  sickly  The man in front of her looked 50   quickly he approached on her  And tied her hands with bands so  swiftly  She didnt have time to scream And she  wondered what her life had meant  She was the captain of her team  And now all her  time was spent  The demon looked down at her  All she could feel was fear and regret And the last thing she would remember  Was him placing a bag on her head