This is a non fiction first edition depiction of my affliction with addiction. my own infliction and conviction of self crucifixion. once an eager young man full of ambition forced into a life of endless transition in addition to the repetition of death that only worsened my condition). The opposition of a happy child who's rendition of life raised some suspicion. An imposition to most so I had to make a decision to envision the change with the precision of a surgical incision or face the revision of my position on this planet. Damn it my prediction of hell raises certain conflictions with myself as well. Call it a recession mission with no permission and slow vision so no kiddin bro just know it's my true tale to tell no alliteration. Anthony Howell