So the story goes i can't let go of my Dreams and im fighting, To be there for the World, Wanting to please masses, To have them notice, Who I'm am and once they do they just Laugh, and doubt my every move I hear them talking behind my back, Calling me a joke,pathetic ,unpoetic, and Its just in my genetics. maybe it's just my phonetics. try to see this through my eyes, try to be a little sympathetic. While I listen to you lies. smiling in disguise. at no surprise why did I ever praise you, why did I ever let you through. For living,for breathing, for fighting, For surviving,and for trying, I turned away, I burnt my bridges, I quit believing in ppl. I gave it my all, Now the soul is empty. Now the heart is lost, but at what cost, I exhausted every method lord knows where I'm headed every action got me tempted, every memory in my head inbeded. I'm done tip-toeing on this frost. I'm finished putting my life on pause. Hoes out here trying to side swipe me, camouflaged. now I'm like is everyone trying to do me wrong. I'm just trying to figure out where I belong. trying to figure out how to get along. trying to figure out my life story, cause no one told me. How to move on. how to find that glory.. Had to learn it in the streets. how to fix some things how to make that green. how to live my dreams. how to listen to, all these peoples screams while I kill the demons inside me. while I revise this dream is it lifelong as it seems. What is the caliber of this curse? Where do I stand in this universe? how do I learn how to transverse losing her. starting to learn to use my words as tools. not as abuse. why did I ever praise you, why did I ever let you through.