I look up at the stars and see your diamond eyes We ended so far apart, what the fuck is life Best friends but now I’m the one that you despise As I lost it all you laughed and turned the knife And As I pleaded for you not to go-to fight for us You broke it all -left me crushed no time to adjust Just followed lust, laid down with someone, blew our future up While I could do nothin but just watch our dreams turn to dust But what the fuck? you act like you never knew me I know I made mistakes but this really the way you do me? Love is never perfect, I know that this ain’t a movie But you know this was real, baby girl you know the true me So scared of your emotions but I’m not so yeah sue me Remember laughs all night, drinkin wine eatin sushi And when it was right there was so much hope and beauty And when I held you tight that the world wasn’t gloomy Pictures get deleted, but memories last forever I know you think about all the times we were together Cant fake the things you said, how it felt, or whatever You ran away so fast, gave it no time to get better Said the vibe was off and that you felt too much pressure What happened to forever? Fighting through any weather? What happened to my girl now I’m treated like a leper, On my knees like a begger Askin there’s plenty ways I can take blame Asked for your attention- you needed a strong King People grow and change, it can’t ever be the same I knew you for 10 years and I’m left without a thing? Always had your back, I even gave you a ring When you needed support you could just give me a ring I’d be there Mi Reina, like it ain’t a thing But when I needed most you left me out in the rain We said that we would get married We tried to have a baby now all of its dead and buried Cherry blossoms in Japan, a farm a little library But I was temporary, now a walking cemetery Swear My intentions were pure, this so hard to endure When you’re best friend pretends she doesn’t know you no more So I’m screaming at God with my knees on the floor Comn please mi amor- Just