So I meet this girl by mistake it wasn't me she was a looking for but I just couldn't resist. I had to have her be with her so we go for a ride and it was like that shit in the movie's love at first sight all that then some Cuz we did it all. so you know how it go loving one another not paying attention to anyone but the one next to you. Then 15 years later we're looking at some one who looks like us but time changes people. there looks there behavior, attitude ,the works. I like most people don't like change Cruz it's different and hard to adjust to the new things , getting old , not doing what you want and she wants anymore. so it's all up hill after that, but you got and she has so much respect for each other. I leave but keep popping in and out not cool I know but we love the fuck out of each other. so here I am wondering what am doing. am I giving her false impressions of any kind or am I doing that to my self. and we say we love one another everyday but after what I've done, and said things well never be the same as it was before, dame this is a nightmare and s fairly tail all in one. Cruz I like being with her and I don't like the person I changed. I wish I knew what to do about us, I wonder if she thinking the same.. she's the only friend I got left and am not trying to dig a deeper hole for my self. nor put her through anymore painful shit. just sorry for being that guy who didn't want to change with you. I should have cu z I feel old tired but out and you still looking the same. should have changed. Cruz we would still be looking at one another not paying attention to no other but the one next to you. doing things you an DC I like to do jus thg the two of us. change is hard at times but it's still the same should have changed, just saying what a shame..... what a shame.