i hope you know i love you very much ik i aint been around that much but i hoope it makes sense in the future cause i been going through something daddys fucked daddy felt like he wasnt enough and i dont want you to have dad problems when you grow up so this is my shot to not fuck up got my shit straight just for you and now i feel like a million bucks cause ik i got yo love and i know i will always have yo trust if you ever need me or want me just hit me up cause i love you very much ill keep the demons away and give em an uppercut and everything i went through i dont want you to repeat so ill be a man and buck up and make sure u have everything you want no matter what ill say buy to my demons that made me this fucked up just so u can have a healthy grow up and one day when i become big and blow up ima make sure ur there beside me watching plotting the next move is the right move no fuck ups and no hick ups and about your mom im sorry but i couldnt do it no more we both wanted the samething but she just couldnt grow up always on some games always fucking with my brain every time she got mad she said i couldnt see you I even hit her right in front of you and for that i apologize but it was just eating me alive that i wouldnt be able to see you when you hit 5 i missed out alot cause i was locked up cause that bicth got me fucked up thinking she could play with my heart and not get fucked up i did alot of stuff in those days that i regret but i cant take back the trauma that i put in yo head see ima be the bigger person and apologize for what i did and hope that youll always look up to me like a dad