pain going through my pain in the dark time just going to be chillin at the park tryna kill myself by starving but my family doesn't wanna see me in the coffin I just came from the long way people say I'm wrong getting pay getting called gay by other people might be the hardest thing in my life to dealy with just heard the ring tryna be the king going to sing along crying in the dark so no one can hear me tryna heal my pain away cause my family doesn't wanna see me fail just sale my house cause I got no money at all trying to be something for my family got a puppy couple years ago always cuddle with him when I'm sad as fuck having trouble with school going through my pain in the dark time just going to be chillin at the park tryna kill myself by starving but my family doesn't wanna see me in the coffin going to shine in my little town soon are you going to ride with me when I feel down at my lowest while I'm almost there to the top I just taught myself how to become a better person getting fun at cause how I'm skinny going to be moving different cause my old friends getting backstab just imagine not getting tease by older people I'm going to be peaceful real soon going to be watchin' over my family are you going to ride with me when I'm at my lowest in my life are you going to slide with me crying over my late cousin's that come and go going to all my family's funnels going through my pain in the dark time just going to be chillin' at the park tryna kill myself by starving but my family doesn't wanna see me in the coffin