They say pain = gain  But I'm not loving the game  What a shame Had the Potential for fame  Smoked my self out  so now I got a routing brain My momma pointing fingers trying to asigh blame  But really no one's to name  What a shame  They say pain is needed for gain  But I'm not in love with the game  Trying to not listen to Outrageous claims The only one Criticisms I'll take are from Mason  Wanted to make myself Famous Instead I'm working as a nurse because I thought it would be Courageous I feel like I'm a soul wasted  Set a draft like driftwood stuck in the ocean  Up and down I can't control my emotions The answer must be to far in the direction To my family and friends I'll have to say Thank you to for all your patience  I'm still Fighting against a Disease that isn't  Contagious Telling my truth that sounds more like a fable  When comes to getting help I wasn't able  Freaking out because of something said on television  Can't believe the power of cable  Stunted in school I literally never learned how to do long division  So I'm Praying to the one who was born in a stable  To give me a understanding on my situation  Growing up we used a lot of pan cakes mix But couldn't afford any maple syrup  Man, my mom had to find ways to feed all of us and she had 6  Interning the food bank door underneath a white Jesus on abone a Crucifix Old people can't say shit, because I have a  Appreciation to have a stick to play with  Despite all my short comings I make people smile to my amazement  Put a lot of effort in to smoking weed on a daily, but when I did I grow compliment  Some how I still have hope about a girl who quickly became my favorite Not wanting to forget all the faces  that now have become nameless  They're Currently just Memories that's are faded  tied to all the places  In my life through wich I've strided  I needed to escape from the nose  The closest was where I hired  Learned a lot from therapy, but I disagree with most of Frode  Now when I'm in my closet I practice my poetry  To remind me of everything I've gained  Given to me though God and pain  I'll be great as long as I play the game  I'm losing all my shame