Used to feel so good Just to know how I felt Now I’ve grown cold Left my feelings on the shelf Never quite know Just what to say Cause my brains gone numb From thinking all day Sometimes I need A little space to breathe Some time alone Solitude, set me free Feeling your focus Like a spotlight on me But I just can’t return The love that you need You’re holding me tight Won’t loosen your grip Afraid to lose control Islip I’m in a place of need Just to focus on me I try to keep this light But it’s weighing on me So should I say goodbye I really don’t want to be a waste of your time You want me to be yours But I need to be mine I’ve been alone so long and it feels just fine Now I wish you could Know just how I’ve felt Why this heart is frozen Why it won’t melt So I ask my friends what the hell do I say The words just drift And get carried away So what do I do what do I say You look to me for light I’m feeling like a foggy day Trust me I wish I knew How to take the away the pain But I’ve been so damn lost I barley know my own name