✔️HIT THAT LIKE BUTTON like 🔘 IGHT✅ here to now 19 01 back in the day i drank hella everynight was like a fiesta you drinking tonight you betcha it was on my daily agenda just kicking it with the fellas i was livin reckless ya ik you jealous fuck wit me tho I'd leave you embarrassed seventeen came and life had other ideas that's just how life is it always teaches i just couldn't beat all my deamons i dont make excuses but i have reason so i kept on believing and life started to take meaning until then it started itervening the memories of my life are so full of pain never feeling even close to sane all my efforts ended up being invain now i have to break the chain and get all the loss up out of my brain. before i go completely insane so i take One shot to ease the pain and thats the only feeling as I hit the vain This was never the plan It snuck up on me Like a hitman Now life Is a daily struggle With Thoughts of all the right or Wrong I juggle It all has me going insane So I'll take one shot to ease the pain Waking up to instant fear My thoughts are completely unclear I can only hope the end is near As flashes from the last couple years Races thru my mind and all I can do I lay here Seeing all I've lost I she'd a tear I try so hard to make my mind veer From all the pain but it's far to severe Knowing how hard I tried to persevere Only to fail year after year so I pray for the end to be here for all this pain to finally disappear One shot to ease the pain One shot to ease the pain and thats only feeling as I hit the vain This was never the plan It snuck up Like a hitman Now life Is a daily struggle With Thoughts of all rhe right or Wrong I juggle It all has me going insane So I'll take one shot to ease the pain