✔️HIT THAT LIKE BUTTON 🔘 IGHT✅ #reality #legand feel like I'm about to explode People in my life have really shown Ive been so blind and alone Surrounded by fakes only around just to take This world is so fucked up You'll be fine if you can except that people suck And maybe even a little Happy with any luck then one day you will see this place for what it is and it'll punch you in the fuckin gut you'll want to go off and erupt but it's not wortch it l so just stay true and keep your mouth shut. Cuz nothing you will say or do will change a thing, don't put yourself in that rut. Everyone will just make you feel like your a nut. Im sinking into a new depression now that I realize what I was dealing with. Mother fuckers being real and loyal is a fake ass myth Fuckin makes me sick Everywhere I go I'm surrounded by people I don't know. Makes my anxiety grow and drags me down low. I have no one to talk to no one can see it from my view The way I feel is real what the fuck is everyones deal yall have no idea how the fuck you make me feel. Fuck it I'll use again then Reality sets in im Done livin in sin unsure of what's next I just heard from my ex. Needing help again I cant let her in I always had her bafck just to get another fake act. Telling lie after lie As I crumble and cry I have to find a way to turn my back So I don't completely break shattering the heart she cracked. feel like the deck was stacked but i got out wit my mind intacked Damn, i came close tho hate this guy that started to grow when i couldn't find any go fuck meth my lifes a mess i guess it was a test that made me feel blessed now i gotta conasfess i hate being like the rest if im honest i feel less. got me so stressed. im in destress i know i posess the courage to reassess an suppress the cravings stop chasing but its one hella of a battle im facing. good thing i dont fight alone i fight with the lord by my side and its him im praisin and so my life no longer up hill this drug life tryin to kill everything insides makes me feel so ill never again will I take that mother fuckin deal