✔️HIT THAT LIKE BUTTON like 🔘 IGHT✅ in the end good night highs and lows second love This is To my family and friends out there. Struggling with this addiction bull shit I really hope you guys get out soon man im always going to be there for any of y'all if you ever decide to get clean just call I love you fr Dear Meth. I hate you. I never really liked you. I lied. I lied to myself. I used you as a way to escape from the fucked up shit that was going on in my life. I lost myself for you thinking my pain would end. I didn't use you in the end, you used me for your sin At first you were my courage. I could be someone else with you untill i became your servant then I started to see how sad that someone was, i saw myself looking through my kids eyes then i knew i had to rise I never even kept you a secret I loved you too much not to share the closer we became the more you taught me not to care everything was great but the more I gave the more you f****** take staying awake for days my life slipping away and you keep telling me tomorrow it'll be okay how could you do this to me lie to me time and time again always telling me your love will know no end you you got into my head made me say s*** I never should have said even made me believe I was better off dead i had a great life ahead of me now I'm a fuckin disgrace and when I f***** up you threw it all in my face the s*** I used to love now I have none for you I turned it all away till I realized u had almost won It was a path of darkness. I hated being high but I could never get enough why? When you came into my life you took my self-respect and threw it all away. i was obsessed with you. You controlled my life i gave away everything i had to go use because i couldn't escape your lies I will get away though. and I think that you're mad. You steal the lives of people I love like they didn't mean a thing its so sad. How dare you. How dare you cause so much fucking pain. You can destroy me and I will suffer but it'll be in vain you already took my family and I know you want me too I hear you calling using every trick in the book now you trying to take my sanity like fuckin crook I watch you destroy the people I love. i watch everyone I know change against their own will. You think that breaking me and destroying all that I have will in turn destroy my mind and I'll keep crawling back everytime but you will be Left behind so now its fuck you. cuz My days are getting brighter. because I love myself, and i love my family and friends. You will not take me from them in the end, I will get my life back my days are brighter im done walking in these shoes Nothing you can do will ever take me from them again theres no use I will beat you in the end i know i can we will take a stand i will help anyone that wants to get away from the grips of your pain now thefight back is about to take aim we will break this chain Dear Meth, i fucking hate you and now my life is looking up I will never let you take control again in the end I know we will win