reading, borders disorders crazy ass horrors do I really matter to you anymore I just really wish you'd be there instead of putting me in store you act like you're tough like Goku but who the fuck cares you act like you love me but it's not fair do you really think I give a fuck what you think about me anymore I know that I'm alive that's the reason why I'm not on a noose does it really care if I'm screw loose I just really wish you'd be there for me for once can you see that you're not for me you act like I'm somebody that you want I never claimed to be a saint and this is why if I'm alone I shall faint you act like that I am someone you love but you act like you're just as fucking tough you thought you were my father but you're not to me anymore you lied to me and pretended that you are in store I no longer give a damn about with the hell you have to say to me just leave me alone cuz you are just like a song book pretends that they have feelings just for fans I'm going to tell you are really Damned would you just get a fucking life you bastard and stopped tormenting kids like me you thought you were good but no you're not as you can clearly see you fucking think I love you anymore but I don't care much you just think that you care just like you're tough but tough luck kid no one cares about you anymore you pretend that you love me but you're just fucking bastard who thinks he can see what he wants about me you were never good father you were a wussy a drug addict who was a asshole to me he thought he knew what he was doing just because the whole world what he says involves around me you fUCKING bastard I want nothing to do with you ever again