sometimes i feel like im drowning in the deep end. feel like my hearts on the highway and its speeding in dont even go out on the weekends thes cuts are too deep cant stop the bleedin. all i do is listen to the demons. that are yelling and screaming. some one wake me up cuz it feels like im dreamin please lord show me my meaning. cant take it my heart is aching and breakin im shaking like the earth is quaking. faking it till i make it just trying to make it to my destination t time is not estimated but theres no time for resignation this hate i really hate it its the shit i see on the daily basis try to reach to the surface i dont think im gonna make it im trying to concentrate i have all thus weight on my shoulder blade and im tge one to blame lifes not a game i hold all this shame. bottle up all this pain im trying to break the chain as im going insane im on fire i cant seem to put out the flame as i. sit here and contemplate scuicide its do of die look a devil strait thru his eyes and say. no its not worth it just to tie a noose and die. now asking why. praying as i look up to the sky why am i still alive. and breathing please lord just give me a reason i need to know my meaning