when I'm speaking to you my face turns blue, like my lungs are filled with daffodils and butterflies too, chokin on my words trynna get em thru am I pathetic for not being able to speak to you god... will my anxiety have mercy feelin like my feelings are chump change hands fumbling in my pockets n I'm sweating like shit I feel no change I'm a hobo beggin on the corner for some mercy I wanna be like bilbo baggins when he slew that dragon like he had no mercy so... can I conquer this, can conquer this this fear of me botchin the ingredients that make me such a sweet heart, that make you have a sweet heart I might can get it thru to you it's new to you the feeling of someone really loving you, damn.. these feelings have no filter, but a home they do in you, I'm hopin that I can make this work that I can make this work, so girl tell me if these words make yo heart twerk