the day has come I look back in the past always telling myself I'm no outcast proving the Nick is all the time that I was smashed what am I got to do it for them so I can pass like I got to get a green light to chill fuck that fuck you I'm for real I rather be your homie then your enemy any day but the shit you are talking makes me want to engage I think I'm going crazy if my dad had to die 15 cancer took my dads life I'm going crazy just fucking maybe this world will fuck it take mewhat the fuck am I supposed to do I'm going crazy just maybe this world will take me to what the fuck am I supposed to do I'm going crazy just maybe it's where I will take me toyeah well I remember my mom lying cold on her bed she tried to take 60 pills to reunite with my dad used to make me fucking sad thinking I might not grow up with the mama rag a because they both used to make me wonder if there ever was a god cuz even after that I experienced another lost my best friend dean. shot in his face at this point of my life what else can I take