I’m living this nightmare....nightmare....nightmare,loosing everything I Love....on everything I love.....had a son who didn’t make it .....Nephews who got gunned down in this may-tricks/I stay having visions of shallow graves /dead bodies in make-shifts.....I’m stil alive,,, but none of this makes sense ..............Erry day is struggle /feeling trapped /closed in / Up in this bubble/I still remain humble/loosing my momma /kut threw my flesh /n tore my soul /that’s how deep/went bonkers merely lost my head/feeling like I was walking alone in my darkness:/I damn ne’er stood alone /blessed to have those who stood with me/n remembered I aam my brother’s keeper/my pain heavy/my legacy’s kut me out/from time past /I can’t get bakk/lost my family behind this rap shit/damn /::::::only if I could go bakk/guess I loss /n it’s too late/ain’t gotta say I’m real/ kuz I never Ben fake,/a quote from my oldest star//always Ben loyal/I don’t do snakes/my bars still shake /like earthquakes/reality hit different /wen you the one going through it /I went hard for a better life/ for my seeds n my wife/this game is a mutha fukka /it’ll ruin ya life /I braught a lot of people n peices/together/it’s like looking at me /not being we’re I should be/I’ve Ben kut out /they story can’t exist without me in it /I put hella blood /sweat /n tears /for years /for this/fuck my life /in this world we living in/