6:45 am woke up feeling really sad I just can't take this pain anymore I just had a dreams of you Started crying when i woke up Seeing you in my dreams was so great Wish I didn't woke up I been going through alot of pain ever since when you left. remembering the old days me and u has, Can't take this pain anymore knowing that you ain't with us, 12)23)2020 was the sadly day didn't even has a change to say goodbye. Koosoom was stuck in the hospital couldn't even get out or couldn't do anything Seeing you there with no one Makes me wanna cry BC you there and really sick but I promise you that No pain no sickness for you that's what makes me happy You knew you were gonna come home the only words you left was not to be sad and look after kookim for u going to you grave makes me wanna cry bc how much miss you and how much i really need you this shit hard alot knowing that u ain't around anymore pain keeps coming to my heart you seeing me crying everyday just missing you ever since when you left thinks went different ever since you left ily pops i know ur listening to me theres one thing that i always wanted me and you going for a ride still can't believe i just lost someone like you pain keeps coming to my heart crying every morning thats all i can do tears dropping to the floor just missing you hope ur having a wonderful day up there take me back to the old days i be missing the old days me and you has never again seeing your smile never again to feel ur hugs still need them but i just lost them its hard knowing that you're aint here anymore still looking at ur pictures well tear dropping to the floor just know that i love you and it ain't gonna change