Yeah Look Check Yo lately I been dealing with some fake friends It's something that I can't stand Talk behind my back But when they see me Wanna shake hands The other days my boys hit me up Like let's make plans I met with them they set me up They beat me up till my face jam Time ticking I don't know how long I have to live I'm struggling I'm staying at my auntie crib I keep my head high even when I'm feeling low I'm still broke its hard to get some sleep When you want to flow I dont want your pitty I dont want your dollar bills I want yall to feel the same pain my Momma feel Working late 9 to 8 coming home kinda late Sometime she don't eat making sure me and my sister straight My girl left me but I understand she needed time Thats when I found out she had somebody on the side And now I wonder why everyday she told me lies Funny how our demon look so beautiful when in disguise Still shedding tears every day I deal with hurt Tried committing sucide that ain't even work Put the gun to my brain Since everybody hate me Click, Click, Pow I forgot the gun was on safety Other night I had a conversation with the devil He came in my dream showing off his gold bezels He told me if I followed him I have a big home I sized him up and stumped him back to hell With my timbs on Why you reaching out your hand When you let me down? Im still coughin up water From when you let me drown I thank god cause he let me see the real in him Funny how my dreams and nightmares Have the same people In em Aye Tell me how you feelin my nigga Yo im feeling good my nigga I just feel misunderstood my nigga Aye Tell me how you feelin my nigga Yo im feeling good my nigga I just feel misunderstood my nigga Ya I feel misunderstood my nigga Don't you know There's a hell in hello And a good in goodbye There's a lie in believe If in the word life I don't know if I can love again Lately I've been suffering But you know you can't heal wounds If you keep touching them Many people have no voice Dont even make a sound But we all have a chapter that we never read out loud I have a voice I made a choice And now I can't be grounded Rapist, Racist, the hatred I had to stay around it At least a hunnit views everytime I spit my pain Pump get a million every time he yell gucci gang But I respect that Stay on ya grind I love supporting peoples dreams I like seeing them shine Cause i'm only 16 I ain't even got a dime But i'm straight Cause I know I have a million dollar mind People steady asking you why you in Your feelings all the time? Cause my pain bring me closer And I need it just to grind Friends on that angel dust Dad moved away from us Maybe I would be a better man if he stayed with us I dont make this music For the women or the fame I make it cause it help with my pain Aye Tell me how you feelin my nigga Yo im feeling good my nigga I just feel misunderstood my nigga Aye Tell me how you feelin my nigga Yo im feeling good my nigga I just feel misunderstood my nigga Ya I feel misunderstood my nigga