I honestly dont have any intention of becoming famous of this rap shit I just wanna spit what's on my mind cause it seems like nowadays nobody has time to even care about what I have to say now to some of you it might seem I'm exaggerating but I'm sorry that's a misconception cause I tried to call suicide prevention and all they did was try to transfer me and put me on hold so thats when I realized that nobody ever gave a fuck about me and the only person you can rely on is yourself cause what others forget to tell you is that at the end of the day they just became friends with you so they can bring all their issues hoping that you'll comfort them and offer them a tissue but as soon as you do it's like they forget you existed because when you ask them for help they dont even bother to listen so your left with a decision either ditch your friend and try to find a new one or say fuck it I'm done between the two you can already guess which one I chose and its funny all my life all I wanted to know was what a true friend felt like but now all I wanna do is be alone cause honestly all I see everyday is people's stupidity I mean I dont mean to be mean but when you're surrounded by people asking you if you've seen what happened on tv all you can think of is can you get the fuck away from me cause there's no use in worrying about something you have no control over so please understand why I dont care and try to keep my composure it's not that I'm mean or a sociopath it's because I know there's nothing I can do about the issue.