why is it that everybody has to ask me questions lately look I've come back after dealing with some shit mentally and dont try to say your like me cause until you're waking up thinking is today the day I finally get rest in peace than you'll never know what it's like I mean thanks to the crisis and the fact that my pc and xbox broke I got nothing else to do but watch Netflix and joke about my situation I mean if you think that's bad I dont even have most of my medication so its getting hard for me to even keep a bit of sanity all I ever wanted was someone to show me a little humanity but now I realize my life is nothing but a tragedy cause for the past 3 years it's been nothing but hell living in hotels and wondering when will my life change cause ever since I was 16 they said everything will be better when your 18 well sorry but now I'm 19 and nothing's changed I'd like to say there's a few differences if anything it's still the same instances