My childhood story

I got borderline personality disorder & PTSD Suicidal tendencies BUT that don’t mean shit to me I know I hear voices inside my head Im like oh no just hang me now Or better yet just blow my brain’s out Because if you insult my family you won’t wake up again. Fuck it I like to try to tell you my life story about when I was a kid I was raped by someone who I trusted but I could never hurt a child myself I would kill my self before that ever happened Because of the way it fucks you up mentally I should know I’ve got the t-shirt they say i have I have all these underline issues but fuck them what would they know.