I really like this beat sometimes I'm getting lonely here it's Valentine's day 2021 Happy Valentine's day everyone if you're alone it's all right so there's a lot of people more there's more people out there than there are that died in the war who are alone at home by themselves probably doing something else once you lose a loved one it's hard to replace them don't ever expect to cuz it's never going to happen the only thing I do is wish I could have been there for you well I was there but I could have done something different that could have helped you it's hard not to think about what I could have done and could have should have done to see if your life if I did this or that why did I didn't why did I do it this way and not that way and blame myself all day and night we watch this s*** 40 times a day at least she tied to my arms I'm like bound to this f****** world suffer eternally or some s*** I don't even know anymore is it worth looking for another one or do I just keep moving on till it's my time to go it's hard to think about and write this s*** too though freestylence hard enough as it is but right in about the s*** that touches you was real tough but it makes it real though it's why everyone who listens to me actually does it's not for the rhyme it's not to kill time it's because of writing this s*** it's hard to do and not cry when you writing about the love of your life who died a long time here to be our Valentine's day you're alone again you were so happy when you guys were together though life is perfect you didn't argue it's f****** just so hard to see where I was and look where I am now I'm doing so f****** bad now who knows where I am now about to get kicked out luckily I just found a couple people in my life who helped me karma comes around right that's my next part it's going to be about right these two people who changed my life all right one was from a salvia trip we did together the other was a long time friend who we got back together someone tried to break us up didn't work f*** thank God but that's what I mean people f*** you up what the f*** is this track doing dude kind of crazy but late I'm lazy